to be independent

I'm worried -,-

It starts when my housemate telling her leave-taking with her friend. She said that she did not cry.

Suddenly, I remember that my best friends here have to go to Ponorogo for internship programme next two weeks. I don't know what will happen to me next month. I must be here for my internship too. How do I can spend my free time here??

We meet, we have chit-chat, we have a breakfast, lunch or dinner together, everyday. I WILL MISS THEM DAMN MUCH!!

Even I have my other best friends here, but... no one can changes you all.

And at August it will be Ramadhan. Poor me I can't enjoy my fasting month with my family, in home.

Arrrgghhh I just wanna them be here pliss :((

well, I think it just the sign that I shouldn't depend to another people. I have to be mature and doing anything by my self.

So that, I decide to keep away to accustom to be independent, without them.

Keep struggling and praying.

Love BFF

iMa